on decisions

on with the post marathon.i’m on a roll this morning.

 i suddenly realized that it  would have been 2 years already had i stayed longer. i was hired the moment they decided to put up the organization so their anniversary would have meant my anniversary as well.

you know what, i’m glad i didn’t. don’t get me wrong.i’m thankful for the lessons learned, the experiences i’ve had, and the friends i gained.it wasn’t perfect and god knows i really tried to stick it out but hey, it wasn’t that bad either. it’s just that i knew i wanted to do other things and move on.it wasn’t an easy decision but i wouldn’t have it any other way.come to think of it,  i would have never done a lot of things that made me really happy if i was still there.i felt liberated.i stopped being miserable and frustrated.i began to change my attitude and looked at life on a different perspective.i am so much happier now.

lesson learned? let go. take risks. make decisions when necessary. don’t be too hard on yourself or base your decisions on what other people would think.you’ll be surprised by how it would make you happy. worked out for me.