guy in purple

nagpost ako ng i need alcohol, a man, and a massage * na shoutout sa friendster ko at nag-alala ang kaibigan ko na pag may estranghero na naligaw sa friendster ko , he/she would think i’m a good girl gone wild, something to that effect. pero kasi, totoo naman ang mga pangangailangan na yan e. jaded at lost at detached sa mundo ang pakiramdam ko these days, at yan ang eksaktong mga kelangan ko sa buhay. hahaha.

nung friday night, natupad na yung una. ayos lang kahit bangenge ako kinabukasan, ang mahalaga kahit paano natulungan ko ang isang kaibigan na walang ibang masasandalan ngayon kundi ako. kung mas may kakayahan lang akong alisin sya sa hirap na kinalalagyan nya ngayon, ginawa ko na. hala, sige. walang malaking problema sa vodka cruiser at san mig light at redhorse at yosi. patay tayo nyan.

random thought: masaya ang social life kaya lang….mas masaya sana kung may kasabay na  bonggang-bonggang lablayp di ba?

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alam nyo ba yung storya sa likod ng kantang again ni lenny kravitz? ako alam ko, at nangyari ata sa ’kin yan kahapon. hayyyys. dahil hindi ko naman kayang gumawa ng kanta na tulad ni len (nickname basis kame?), mananawagan na lang ako. sa lalaking mukhang basketbolista na nagbabasa ng readings sa coffee bean trinoma kahapon: feeling ko ikaw na ang matagal kong hinihintay. sana lang di ka masyadong torpe di ba? puteeeek, sayang! pordat, inassume kong type mo ako. ^__^ walang pakialamanan. babae lang. kinikilig din.  tatlong kilometro ito. nyahahaha. isang malaking sayang lang talaga! huwaw, anong kalandian ito? 

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nagmature na pala kami, ngayon lang namin nararamdaman. masarap kasabay ang pinakamatalik mong kaibigan sa pag-grow mo bilang tao. hindi lahat ng pagkakataon, kaya mong maging masaya pero masarap na may karamay ka pag kelangan mong maging mahina at may kamay na aakay sa ‘yo pag handa ka na uli maging malakas.

“oh my god, georgina.”  

what happens in baler….

i’ve been wanting to blog about a lot of things but i haven’t had the time to catch my breath. here i go. the baler trip was crazeeeeee. never thought a lot of things could go with surfing - laugh trip, booze trip, food trip, bonfire,  long walks and long hours of travel, night swimming, and so much more. literally. hahaha. things we do when we’re drunk….tsk.tsk.

but it was all good though.bonded with new friends and met some hotness surfers and locals (di ba jane?) .may ganun talaga? hay, living the surf bum life. i could get used to this and that might not be good. hahaha.

andami pang kwento but as they say….

what happens in baler…stays in baler. =)

steady lang. happy lang. sarp sarp sarp hanggang may alon!

let the rain fall down

finally, i’m done with this whole i’m-so-new-to-this thing. i knew i needed my bestfriend to get me through this. true enough, he told me the things i needed to hear so i could finally decide. and i did. i’m sure now. it was nothing. false alarm. testing lang. but it was good anyway.  i’m putting this issue to rest. i wasn’t really into him. i was just overwhelmed. those are two completely different things. but thanks j for talking me through it. that’s why i love you. =)

lesson learned: don’t overanalyze things. sometimes, things are as simple as what they seem to be. no need to make a big deal out of it. go with the flow and you’ll figure it out. i’m glad i did. it’s over before it even started.hahaha.ampanget.sayang ang pagdadrama ko. =)

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ice skating is so not for me. akala ko kaya  sya ng powers ko, but no, nabigo ako. pero enjoy, perstaym experience din. nadisappoint lang ako ng slight kase andun na ko at libre na nga, di ko pa namaximize. kaines. kinabog pa ko ng mga maliliit na bata, kakaloka. habang ang mga tsikiting e mega slide slide at paikot-ikot pa, ayun ako mukhang tangang nastuck na sa gilid.at one point, nadulas pa ko. wahaha. masakit yun ha. at nakakahiya ng konti. wa poise. pero keri lang, wala namang nakakakilala sa kin sa MOA. basta enjoy ako sa lb-like gimik yesterday. bonding time with bff. =)

first time ko pala sa MOA kahapon.yikes.late bloomer. =)

 

balikbayan

like i said, i had a super sweet vacation (kelangan may super talaga) the past couple of weeks.biglaan ang desisyon ko umuwi.nanaginip lang ako tapos kinabukasan, narealize kong nasusuffocate na ko sa apat na sulok ng apartment at kelangan ko na ng hanging probinsya.impake agad at larga na.akala ko walking distance lang ang mindoro.in fairnes, thankful ako sa spur of the moment decision na yun kasi andaming magandang nangyari sa trip.life-changing.basta masaya ako ngayon.daig ko pa ang nagcentrum, i feel complete.haha. dahil i’m sure wala naman masyadong pakialam ang ibang tao sa journey of self-discovery ko (duh, whatever), i’ll keep some cheesy details to myself. still, i’d want to share some fun things na pinagkaabalahan ko sa bayang kinalakhan. =)

very probinsya

+april 25 ang town fiesta sa ‘min.pordat, karir to the max na ang mga opisyales ng bayan para maging eventful ang month-long celebration na ito. puno na ng mga bonggang-bonggang banderitas ang mga kalsada.feel na feel ko ang ganitong atmostphere, very festive.pati mga tao, parang laging nasa mood para magcelebrate. panay na rin ang mga announcement sa local channel ng mga nalalapit na karera ng bangka, saranggola festival, ms. tourism churvaloo, at iba pa.ang highlight sa lahat e ang big-time tiangge at perya na malapit sa plaza (or parke as we call it).dinadayo pa yan ng mga taga-malalayong barrio at bundok, take note.main attraction ang tig-limang pisong fruit shake at ang walang kamatayang beto-beto o colorgame.yung mga kamag-anak ko, inaraw-araw na ata ‘to.karir kung karir.inavail ko din pala ang panunuod ng liga ng basketbol kahit yung kakilala namin sa team na sinuportahan ko e 2 minutes lang ata naipasok, butata pa. =b

++mga dating kaklase, kakilala, schoolmate, teacher, kaibigan, at not-so kaibigan. kahit super enjoy ako makita uli ang karamihan sa mga kakilala’t kaibigan, nakakatawa lang na merong mga tao na hindi na nakaget-over sa mga high school rivalries or whatever you wanna call it.nakakaawa kayo.it’s so seven years ago, get a life already.kayo kaya may kasalanan sa ‘kin.ngayon, kayo ang nasasaktan at natatakot sa multong kayo din ang gumawa (naks, pwede na bang pang-maricel soriano script?). but thank you for being such an ass by trying to piss me off (you know who you are) , it made me realize how stupid i was for actually dwelling on our drama all these years. i.am.so.over.it.

the pilot

i don’t want to jinx it, but i just feel like 2008 has been good to me.and by good, i mean incredible.

lots of first times and fun adventures.

+the somewhat-chaotic-but-we-had-fun anyway tagaytay-boracay trip > family mode ako dito.the reason why i gained 10 friggin’ pounds (which i already lost thanks to after-six diet and hiphop abs, naman!).bora is divine when it’s not crowded and i really made it a point na memorable ang first time ko….ng pagstay dun. hopefully i can go back again with my friends next time (mahal ko ang pamilya ko kaya lang ang hirap naman kung ganito: “tita, ma, lola…let’s go boy-hunting and get wasted! c’mon!”).i rest my case. =)

++the damn-i-look-good-tonight company event at shang > dahil love ko ang shang at inavail ko ng todo ang buffet breakfast nila na parang wala ng bukas. =)

+++the sheez-this-is-what-it-feels-to-be-an-adult gimik with office friends > hilarious and genuinely nice people+booze+guy who looks like a driver but sings like akon = out-of-this-world fun. i never really thought you’d be able to find genuine friendships in the real word and i’m glad i did. it was such a sweet surprise =)

++++the gawd-i-miss-peyups UP fair experience > aside from the fact that it felt good to be home with my college friends, nothing really beats the fun (or tension) of having the i’m-in-black-therefore-i’m-emo dagohoy and balara boys around thus leading to our get-ready-to-run-in-case-of-a-riot alertness (a skill you would only develop in 4 years of UP Fair, plus the fact that you don’t want to end up in a hospital with a broken skull is a great motivation also).only in UP.aylaveet.

++++ +the still-drooling-over-adam-levine maroon 5 concert > i couldn’t ask for a better follow up to my fall out boy experience last year.the band sounded great and the entire concert was just mind-blowing. to say that adam was sexy (or delicious at ulam na ulam) is an understatement, and he’s surprisingly way more talented than i thought.the araneta crowd was amazing, it was one of those rare moments when you can actually say you can feel the love in the air.

++++++the i-can’t-believe-i-just-did-that surfing adventure > it was overwhelming doing something insanely way out of my comfort zone but it was definitely one of the best times i’ve had so far. i’m still stoked over the fact that i was able to ride the wave but nothing really beats the adrenalin rush of that first long ride.that feeling like i was invincible, that i can do absolutely anything is priceless.di ba, may ganyang pag-eemote? ang saya lang.

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i guess all i’m saying is…. i’m happy. i’m happy right now. and it feels good. =)