nobody said it was easy

so this is how it feels like…

…hearing someone say those words. for years you’ve waited for it to happen, for someone to say something as real and as overwhelming as that… and when it’s right in front of you, you don’t know what to do with it. what are you supposed to do with those words? what are you supposed to say? 

i don’t know how to do this….thing. this is what i’m afraid of because i think from here, there’s no turning back. i hate that i don’t know how to deal with it.

tang*na.baket ganito? ayoko mag-inarte pero nag-iinarte ako. ang haba ng hair ko. hahaha. syeeeeet.